I've prepared for this event for years, and now it's finally time to act.

This time I'll finish it, and I'll do it as I started it, alone.

The time is now.

Update:

Enough distractions. I'm ready to throw myself into this one hundred and twenty percent, to show this world what I can really do. I'm done denying my true self its way, I'm done making excuses for those worthless individuals who want nothing more than their own selfish desires brought to fruition. Most of all, I'm done making excuses for my own flaws, I'm tossing them out the window and fortifying myself upon new ground.

Raging fire and melted glass fill my veins, and with every step that I take I will break at the foundations of convention and forge my own path in fire. With my willpower as my weapon, I will cut away at the obsticals that bar my path, with pure emotion and contempt for the corrupt I will break at your pathetic system and forge something new.

I will break at the minds of the passive and the weak and inspire them to action, I will remake the sheep into lions and warriors alike.

First step is simple, in order to progress forward, I will pay Rick a visit. It's time he tell me everything he knows about our family, and where I can find my mother's grave. Ryan is next, find him, put more peices together. It's obvious now that I've dodged the MS bullet.

Third would be on the art front and taking my new process of creation and streamlining it. Switing degrees if that comes to the table. Finding a new place to live next year, etc. Will need to branch out from doing free tat designs and whatnot into true freelance work. I'm good enough, it's time to show it.

The time for change and progression is now. If you're not with me, get out of my way.